.12 Dreamland

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it was a mistake
have you ever made one of those?
at least i never thought you did for the duration of our time together
and i was intimidated, by you, because i was a mistake
so this is everything i could have said and didn't
or everything i might have said and shouldn't have

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you were so much like her in every way
so much so that i forgot in myself that you weren't her
i followed the wind to where it lead me
but the wind can't smell or see, it has no alarm for error
it felt you and let me go into your arms, but it wasn't you
or i thought it was

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you probably think this is about you
and it isn't, or it was,
it was never about you, it was about me
it was about what i was missing
and the fact that i found that in you made you my mistake

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we were perfect mistakes
but no matter how right a mistake may seem
it will still continue to be a mistake
and that hasn't changed
and it is about you, now

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this is everything i forgot to say,
or nothing i ever said

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